well, finally the o lvl results are out..before that, i was praying hard that i will accpet the results no matter what. well, i thank God that the moment i saw my results, i did accept for the moment. howeever, i realised i wasnt really happy, in fact i was disappointed why God didnt give me what i wanted. It took me abt a day to think what exactly God wanted me to do and cope with that unhappy feeling. The day i took my results, i just couldnt take it when i gt home. But i thank God that i finally understand why! oh ya..and i finally made a decision where i shld go..that is jjc. i really really wanted acjc since sec 1..and when the day finally arrived, i realised God's plan for me was not to go to acjc after all. I thank God for friends who gave advice.
Through that tough period of time, i learnt that God had this reason why i didnt do up to my expectations..i have neglected the fact that i shld think what God wants me to have. And i also learnt why God didnt want my name to appear on that screen.things wld have been different..wld i have stayed humble or happily receiving Man's praises which God doesnt want me to have in mind? i really wonder.and i know why i was unhappy, because i kept comparing. But God works in mysterious ways..and im moving on happily! trials will be part of my life and i have to trust the Lord for His will.
I thank God for yf yesterday! i didnt cry lei rachel! haha..we both shared abt our results. And Rev ong gave me an advice which is to make a decision and not regreting after that. :)) Ultimately, God will not short change us if we honour HIM.
So happy today! my mum bought me things which cheered me up! wheee! thanks mummy! :))
can't wait for tml! class gathering at EVE-LINE's place..haha..07s26 rocks! wheee!
till then, God bless !