Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Start of the June holidays!

Time passes so fast! Chinese O levels are over and my eng oral too. Well, i have left my chinese papers in God's hands and it is His will for what happens next. I'm given holiday hw again..at first there wasnt much, but then it came piling up as some tchers gave more..im really packed during this holis. This week would be INE camp for sec 2s from wed to fri.I pray that i will be able to handle my grp. And next week, SC camp !!. For the third week, class chalet and lit course. Last week....CHURCH CAMP in MALAYSIA! Well, this shows that i have to finish my hw quickly. Acutally i was deciding whether to go for church camp..but I decided to go even though it was o level's year. Im sure God will bless me through this camp. Though midyr results werent satisfying, I'm sure God has His reasons. So its time to get back on track and study! This month's YF is gonna be exciting! can't wait!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Is my faith strong?

well, exams are over..but its time to face the results..i guess it the time of testing of my faith. I do know that whatever happens, gd or bad, God has a purpose. Thats why i always pray that i will accept whatever comes to me. Sometimes, i neglect the fact that i do not ask for His Will but i ask Him to make everything well for me. Today we have gotten back some papers..and im starting to feel guilty abt not trusting God. Wheni gt back some papers..i wondered why God gave me that grade..and i start to question Him. And the whole day, i have been thinking even as i went to watch a movie today. I have been asking myself, have i trusted God enough? Am i giving everything into his hands or am im just bearing the burden on myself.
That is why i decided to blog, i think I feel better. I guess I shld leave everything to God. He has His plans for me.And i know He will not fail me because He is God. :)