Start of the June holidays!

Time passes so fast! Chinese O levels are over and my eng oral too. Well, i have left my chinese papers in God's hands and it is His will for what happens next. I'm given holiday hw again..at first there wasnt much, but then it came piling up as some tchers gave more..im really packed during this holis. This week would be INE camp for sec 2s from wed to fri.I pray that i will be able to handle my grp. And next week, SC camp !!. For the third week, class chalet and lit course. Last week....CHURCH CAMP in MALAYSIA! Well, this shows that i have to finish my hw quickly. Acutally i was deciding whether to go for church camp..but I decided to go even though it was o level's year. Im sure God will bless me through this camp. Though midyr results werent satisfying, I'm sure God has His reasons. So its time to get back on track and study! This month's YF is gonna be exciting! can't wait!

Is my faith strong?

well, exams are over..but its time to face the results..i guess it the time of testing of my faith. I do know that whatever happens, gd or bad, God has a purpose. Thats why i always pray that i will accept whatever comes to me. Sometimes, i neglect the fact that i do not ask for His Will but i ask Him to make everything well for me. Today we have gotten back some papers..and im starting to feel guilty abt not trusting God. Wheni gt back some papers..i wondered why God gave me that grade..and i start to question Him. And the whole day, i have been thinking even as i went to watch a movie today. I have been asking myself, have i trusted God enough? Am i giving everything into his hands or am im just bearing the burden on myself.
That is why i decided to blog, i think I feel better. I guess I shld leave everything to God. He has His plans for me.And i know He will not fail me because He is God. :)

Life is real.

I am somehow faced with this fear of meeting this teacher. After an incident, i dread going for her lessons..and i always felt scared before the lessons. I feel that i think too much at times. But sometimes her words discourage me and im starting to dislike the subject.Its like i put in effort into my work, and she doubts me, she feels i don't understand or call it acting that i am doing my work. In this time, i really asked God for help..I can't be hiding from her all the time. I need to face up to this problem.I must show her that I am capable of doing things. That's why i ask God for mercy that i may go through her lessons normally like other lessons.As I read the daily bread today, I was reminded abt this, facing up to life's difficulties may be afrightening experience. But when we trust God and draw close to Him, we'll exprerience real deliverance. Therefore, when troubles call on you, call on God. I pray that this would be an encouragement not only to me but others who are facing difficulties too! :)

He Lives!

Christ is risen! Today is a great day! Christ died for our sins and he rose on the third day which is a sunday. Our sins are forgiven because of God's love. He sent His son to die for us. Today, there was easter sunrise service at macritche reservior. we had to be there at 6.30 am! Jasmine and i stayed over at jolynn house..so near to the place. The scenary was great..but there were lots of insects.
Yesterday, the YF showcased an easter outreach video:A documentary on the DaVinci Code. It is used to show what are the lies in the bk! My advice, dont believe what's in the bk! It is filled with lies! There's a book to counter the davinci code, as the researchers has gathered evidence to counter that bk! I haven read that bk, but after watching the documentary, i can somehow depict what is wrtten in it. Many new frens came yesterday!
During the week, there was napfa test, chinese oral, and preparation for the achievers day. yup, thank God for this week, and i oray that this week would be a blessed one. Exams are coming..pray for me!

Golf CIP - teaching the deaf children

Yesterday, sq and i had to attend golf and not attend focus. We had a CIP to do. that it, teaching the deaf children how to play golf. Sounds difficult? i thought so..but then i was wrong. There were abt 15 children and amongst them were 3 gals. Sq and I took the 3 gals and we used sign language and actions to teach them. It was fun..and easy going! not difficult. They were very attentive and was willing to learn. They were so happy when they hit the golf ball. I felt gd too..after teaching them. it was a great learning experience..and sq and i had to write a report on it. oh, and my bro left for taiwan today and will be back in one month's time..yes..i will miss fighting with him over the computer..haha..but i get to use the computer anytime i want now..and one mth will pass very quickly. I bugged him to get stuff from there.(: This weekend is gonna be so exciting! Sat-wedding in church and after that SS bday party! on sunday..joanne's bday party! how nice! cant wait for that!

March Holidays!

well, my march holidays was spent just like that..but i thank God that those things kept me busy..practically the whole holiday i was at school..for the first time..

Monday: Sch 9am-5pm - Project Management workshop
Tue: Sch 9am - 5pm - Project management workshop
Wed: Sch (Maths and bio lessons) After that, i pulled sq to go to ikea with me! we shopped that..i bought the stuff i needed..and we went to eat alot of food..she came over..i stayed over at her house.

Thurs: Sch (chem lesson) after that..i went to suntec with mummy to have ben and jerry's icecream! yummy. shopping..then met up with gwyneth to do more shopping..haha

Fri: My only free day! and i chose to spend time with someone whom i seldom go out with..Cecilia! I was suppose to do work..but i managed to finish my holiday assignments..(:Thank God. We practically shopped the whole day at one place.fareast.we ate at pasta mania before heading towards fareast..we shopped and shopped from 4th level to first level..we ate and ate..all the way to taka..still eating..haha..this day was most relaxed!

and tomorrow there is tracting! my fav! Gospel sunday is this sunday! im trying to invite my frens..i thank God for this week! the project management course was very enriching though it was so long! i learnt alot..and the speaker is so kind..keep buying sweets..i ate alot too..haha

Class outing to Sentosa - 11March

Class outing after so long! Sentosa was fun! but very tired after that. took many pics.I shall continue off from last time..didnt have time to blog. Well, it is our first class outing, finally. We went there for pinic..haha..everyone kept eating and eating. and we played games like guessing the number and monkey game! oh ya..some of us went to take this chair lift! super fun..i dropped my slipper even before the chairlift was lifted up..and thank God it wasnt in the middle of the ride..or else i wouldnt have my slipper back! Anyway..i went up to the top without my slipper and we sit this go-kart thing down..that was the best part. this class outing was enjoyable, just that my tcher couldnt make it. that was the sad part.

Sec 3 camp 2006

I'm not a sec 3..but i helped out at the sec 3 camp this year! actually i didnt want to go..cos i would haf to miss so many lessons..waste of time..but then Bailu and sq say they gng so they beg me to go..haha..yes..i did miss alot of lessons..but i had fun! though this year's sec3 batch wasnt as enthu as ours last year..being a station master isn't that easy..Jasmine was my partner with Mrs Goh..they helped me alot!cos there were so many grps..we repeated every instruction for so many times..quite boring after a few rounds..even worse if some dont cooperate..the first day was great! nth much to do..except for helping to prepare for the night walk..that was fun! the 3 of us went to scare the ppl..but then we not scary enough..haha..
the second day was the tiring day..my game station was entangle and contact point..but contact point to difficult..we switch to dog and bone...i felt that this camp was quite relaxing for me..im was not station in the sun! I thank God for that. Campfire at night was not too bad..but time passed very quickly.

I thank God he sustained me through this camp..cos i wasnt feeling feel the day before the camp..but everything was fine during the camp..except one period..gt stomachache..now there's a pile of hw for me to do!! Pray that i will finish..here comes the holis..oh ya..we took pics during camp..

God is my Great Physician

Today, at around 2am..i woke up becuase i had stomach ache..i felt so sick..i vomitted and had diarroea for so many times..i was so weak..but i needed to go sch today..because i will be missing 3 days in sch..im gng for camp..and i went to sch..feeling lethargic..i had to sleep during lessons! thank God that i had 2 free periods to rest..i needed it badly..i didnt know if i shld go home la..
I prayed to God to give my strength..at least i didnt faint or wad..but was able to continue on with the lessons! and i am suppose to go for a precamp briefing later..but i think i better rest..then tomolo i will be refreshed..i really hope i can go tommorrow..oh..thank God i accepted my results..God is my great physician today!

I'm glad this week is over!

I'm so glad this week has swiftly passed! with the tests after tests..it kinds of stresses everyone..and receiving results after results..well, i must thank God for everything..the good and the bad..i thank God that i accepted every result..(: I always believed that if we Honour Him, He will Honour us. A load of burden was taken away frm me when my teacher told me that CA1 was not counted..mid year was 100% weightage..so the progress card for term 1 is just a guide...i'm glad because God gave me another chance to buck up! But i hope this is true..no more changes. It may be a gd thing but a bad thing too. Cos everything weighs on the mid year exam! I really have to make use of this chance..and i realised its march already! time passes so fast.
this week has been gd..even though with so many tests..i gt to share the gospel to 3 frens! and they asked me questions! that's wad im happy abt..at least they showed interest..and they will come my church one day! i shall make it a point to share the gospel first on my list..it is most impt..to save someone and to tell them God loves them. I can't wait for this moment. I can't wait for next week! im going for sec 3 camp..although i will miss lessons..but im sure im gonna have a fun time with sq and bailu! :)

Learning point today: Misunderstandings happen but God sees me through

well, today has been a different day for me..but i thank God for seeing me through at that point of time. it happened during lit class..the grps were supposed to discuss abt the comparison thing..yup.and my grp had actually finished most of the job..just need some final touchups..so we disucssed abt who does what..and Mrs C. kept thinking i was very free and had nth to do..we were supposed to write down notes abt the work but my grp didnt write cos we did not need to do much..then the bell goes..she shouted, Jaime! that's why i kept calling your name! you took my words for granted on your grp's work! I was in total shocked..what did i do wrong? mmm..ok..her stare was super scary.but then at my seat..God was actually comforting me..i felt calm..but not knowing what expression to give. then as we left the class..my grp member went up to her to explain.and when i showed my notes to her..she just held my arm..and i thought she wanted to say sth to me..but i guess that was her form of comfort..or maybe apology but as i walked out of the classroom..yes..frens came to me and said its ok la..not your fault and stuff..but i felt that made me more sad! of course..little tears came down..but when i went back to mrs koh's homeroom..i sat there and thought..God had a reason for this..HE wanted me to know that misunderstandings do come our way..and we should not treat it seriously..and i felt better after knowing that God was with me! this incident kind of make me remember what happened in pri 6 where the teacher misunderstood me and use the wooden ruler and hit my hand! haa..that time i was younger..not matured yet..so i cried..but then the tcher apologised..and i felt better!
And God had a reason for the teacher to scold me today..instead of my other grp members..HE just wanted me to think through..we shouldnt blame the person for misunderstandings..So, i thank God for being my comfort today! smiles :)

Cross Country 2006

finally i have something to blog! after so long. Well, i'm gonna talk abt this year's cross country..
and yes..and i wont be talking abt my run..cos this year i decided not to run..and maybe God had a reason for this..but i just didnt feel like running this year..even though it was my last year..yes..it may be wasted but then..i had fun doing duty! although i was so blur on what i was suppose to do..thank God for the weather..though it rained..I had a fun time chating with my frens..and we looked after the prize table..yes..this year is rather diff..cos i see my whole class participating in the competitive run! was really encouraged by that..asmy fren and i cheered for those Carova ppl! and i saw my classmates running to the finish line! they did not give up..and many won! congrads! it was like a diff feeling frm last time..i felt the joy for all of them..! but too bad there wasnt prize presentation due to the lightning..and there was this super big and bright lightning which scared everyone! haa..when the thunder roared,for a second i thought i was gng to die..i really thought it was the end of the world..haa..stood there quite stunned.but thank God for safety!..my fren was so sad cos we couldnt give out.! haha..cos we were suppose to help give it out..thats abt it! Thank God for this wonderful event!

God's reminder for me today..

Well, i realise that one month has passed..just like that...time is ticking fast..and God reminded me that i should not waste time anymore..time is precious. i gt back this test result today..and realised this is the second time God had dropped a bomb on me..i was really wwondering why..i know that there's a reason behind this..i jumped to conclusions too quickly..but i sat at the table..staring at my mistakes..taking time to think through carefully..have i done my best? Is God trying to tell me to put in more effort into my work? I 'm sure now..He wants me to focus on my work..at the same time..not neglecting Him. I thank God for this second bomb dropped on me.so i could tink carefully..and i thank God for Rachel who talked to me online regarding this..i shared with her..Encouragements are important! We are on the journey of learning till we go heaven! What we have on earth isnt important..but we should store our treasures up in heaven..for example..glorifying God instead of pleasing men. yup..thats my learning journey today..Its time to work hard! Lord, i pray for Your mercy on me as i go through this crucial year. May You allow me to work hard and also glorify You at the same time. Amen.

Chinese new year celebration in sch.

I thank God for today!Today has been really great and fun! ha..sch today was really different..we persuaded mrs koh yesterday not to haf maths today! and we had a nice party..super fun..so much snacks man..then we has snack tossing..haha..funny sight! then some gals were doing cards was all our teachers..
then for the celebration in the hall..abt the same la..nth much.. after that was the funny part.sq,xing fang jess and me went to bugis for sake buffet..it was only 12.30 when we ended la..wwe reach there arnd 1 plus..waited outside sakae for 1hr! so paiseh..haha..nth to do..then when the clock struck 3..so many ppl came! wow..we gt in and started ordering lots of food.the whole time was just food..being full, spilling of stuff..and laughter! there was so much laughter within our grp la..it was really a blessed time together..when sq and xing fang went to the toliet..
me and jess plan up something to make them take neoprint. we decided to tell both of them that they owe us 2 dollars each..then came back we plead them to give us 2 dollars..they were like..since when i borrowed? but then it continued..we pay up..tell them to close their eyes..we led both of them to the shop..and took neoprint la..super funy..u are on gotcha! chinese new year is coming! it's time to give out more tracts! :)

there goes the second week of school..

the second week of sch has been quite different..i encounted things i would not haf encounted..like this week..it has been raining! yup..and on tue was a holiday, i went out shopping with gwyneth! ok..yesterday..something unexpected happen..firstly mrs koh, my form teacher didn't come..that means 5 periods gone like that! and we elected the class commitee..and did our own stuff.. actually i wanted to make use of this time to actually talk to me frens abt God..haa.it really happened! one of my classmate asked me abt the WWJD on my bag..and b4 long..i realised we were stucked in the conv abt God..i was sharing to 2 classmates..and i was hoping that they will understand and accept the gift..mmm..but i guess they need time..just pray that i will have a chance to talk to them again :) time is precious..dont wait! Cos Jesus is coming. And for today, i had dental check up in sch! And during chinese period, we had ting xie..it wasnt a normal ting xie day cos i had to actually ask someone not to cheat during tingxie..but i really thank GOd that i was able to stop to the person frm being tempted to cheat..that means alot!Im glad for the person.
I thank God for this week! :)

First week of school in 2006

Well, the first week of school has passed just like that! I thank God that sch has started although its back to more hw and tests. I thank God that i am able to see my frens again! It has been 2 mths! We had chem tests this week already..so fast..next week maths test! this year..our recess wld be later but our sch ends earlier! thanks to God for this!i rather end sch earlier. :)
went out to dinner today cos its my father's bday! everywhere was crowded in jp la..its oso junhao's bday..he's 16! haha..tomolo's yf is gonna be interesting..! welcome to the family! pray that many sec 1s wld come! and pray for the week ahead! may it be a blessed week for everyone! God bless! :)

The first movie for the year - Narnia!

Well, today i watched Narnia with so many youths of my church! its like the first time soo many ppl lo! so happy! just b4 sch can meet up with them..they were Allvina, nelson, jonathan ong, gwyneth,joanne,shelia,jo,ss,my bro,joshua,me and alicia! wow..! narnia was wonderful ! love it!
yup,then went home for dinner..my dad cooked today! at least it wasnt so healthy as i expected..haha..at least there was chicken! yup..tomolo sch is starting!! 2 mths passed so fast!

Blessed new year 2006!

Well, we have entered the year 2006! the feeling is great and wonderful! my ss class has written a combined testimony..i'm really glad for all of us on how God has blessed us this year. I thank God that my india pics are printed out..like 200 pics? ha..I thank God for yesterday's watchnight service..many went up to share their testimonies and of course, i am encouraged by that..when will it be my turn..? Maybe after i have brought someone to Christ! i hope that this year i would share the gospel with more frens and lead them to Christ. After service, Allvina, nelson,gwyneth,my bro and i went to essential brews at holland V for a countdown and relaxation. We reached there on time..just as it strucked midnight..everyone in there were shouting and blowing whistles and stuff.ha..we order lots of finger food..and it was a treat from Allvina! thanks so much!
And today we had service too! Our new church theme verse comes from jeremiah 33:3 "Call unto Me, and I will answer thee, and shew thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not."
Pastor preached on this verse and i have learnt that in times of troubles we should just trust the Lord and accepting His will. We should be prayer warriors not prayer "worriers". :) Call for the Lord and He will answer ! God bless everyone! Let's start the new year with joy and peace! :)

2 more days before end of 2005.

Time passes so fast! guess its time to move on to 2006. just did some spring cleaning in my house.but i did my room most la. now my room is much neater! so happy.ha :) but still alot of sutff..oh, and i did my 2006 resolutions..try to achieve them..not too hard with God's help!
Next year is gonna be a tough year..but will trust the Lord for His guidance! nothing is impossible with God around! I'm still thinking if i should write my testimony for this year..rachel, help me on sat! till then, have a blessed new year! God bless!

It has come to the last week!

Well, its the last week of 2005 and last week of holidays! gd or bad? Anyway.on mon 26dec there was a wedding in church! i attended it and then went home to prepare stuff b4 coming to sq house to stay..my parents r coming home today! manage to do some work here..gng home later..lots of stuff to be done b4 the year ends..
2005 has been really great! i thank God for everything thats has happened in 2005! the gd or bad...everything thst happens, there's a reason! this year i got to do stuff that i hhave neva done b4..serving in the church and sharing the gospel wif frens! I thank God for being with me when i shared the gospel.Thank God for being with me during trials and sad times and even the happy moments! I gt closer to some frens..my sunday sch mates! love them lots! Yup..i hope to spent the few days of 2005 with happiness! :)

went to watch king kong wif sq today! Super exciting and nice! and long of course.